I feel like I’ve fallen again and I’m stuck in this horrible place. I’m moving backwards, and I’m giving up. I don’t see myself as being worth something, and I don’t see potential. I see a sad girl who’s willing to do anything to just give up on life. I’m terrified. I wish I could be normal. I wish I could start all over and fix every mistake I have made, because I’ve made way too many. I’m just a screw up.
Just fuck it, everything I had ever hoped for just turned into more scars on my body. I’m hopeless. I’ve never be what anyone thought. I’m not as strong as everyone says. I’m in fact more weak than I thought. I gave in and hurt myself again. My body is what I make it, maybe the scars could make me stronger. I just don’t know what to do with myself. I’m worthless.
You’re everything I’ve ever wanted, everything I ever dreamed of, everything i’d ever hoped for and everything I ached for. My life has changed for the better since the day I laid eyes on you. I anticipated to find someone, but not someone with absolute perfection as you. My imagination has ran wild before imagining the perfect guy, but you have been more then I had ever asked for. You leave me whole and content when it comes to happiness. I can’t recall the last time I have ever felt so happy in my life, I have been miserable for so long. Then you came into my life, and I hope that you’re going to stay there no matter what. You have a special place in my heart, which takes a lot of confidence to allow myself for someone to come that close. You’ve made me into the person I’ve always wanted to be. I love you, that sentence has my life in it. Every bit and piece of my heart falls into those simple three words. But, I can’t say anything more, there’s no describable word to explain how you’ve stole my heart. You mean everything to me.
Love > Distance
